Gestational Diabetes

Well, it's finally official. I have gestational diabetes. So, now that the c-section is probably only a month away, i finally get to go get some counseling and instruction on what i'm supposed to do and by next week i will finally have a glucose meter. crazy i say. maybe, if i could have been monitoring a while ago.....and known what to do then. but it's already pretty obvious that my baby is super oversized and complications began a while ago. oh well. maybe with all this info, i can actually try one more time to have a baby and see if i can have a close-to-normal pregnancy. of course, i'll be 40, so i may be done anyway. at least there are excuses now for all the complications with porter. crazy!